Wednesday, October 09, 2013

Poem for Wednesday and Annapolis Chickens

Epistle: Leaving
By Kerrin McCadden

Dear train wreck, dear terrible engines, dear spilled freight,
          dear unbelievable mess, all these years later I think
          to write back. I was not who I am now. A sail is a boat,
          a bark is a boat, a mast is a boat and the train was you and me.
          Dear dark, dear paper, dear files I can't toss, dear calendar
          and visitation schedule, dear hello and goodbye.
If a life is one thing and then another; if no grasses grow
          through the tracks; if the train wreck is a red herring;
          if goodbye then sincerely. Dear disappeared bodies
          and transitions, dear edge of a good paragraph.
          Before the wreck, we misunderstood revision.
I revise things now. I teach pertinence. A girl in class told
          us about some boys who found bodies on the tracks
          then went back and they were gone, the bodies.
          It was true that this story was a lie, like all things
done to be seen. I still think about this story, what it would
          be like to be a boy finding bodies out in the woods,
          however they were left--and think of all the ways they
          could be left. There I was, teaching the building
          of a good paragraph, dutiful investigator
of sentences, thinking dear boys, dear stillness in the woods,
          until, again, there is the boy I knew as a man
          whose father left him at a gas station, and unlike the lie
          of the girl's story, this one is true--he left him there for good.
Sometimes this boy, nine and pale, is sitting next to me, sitting there
          watching trains go past the gas station in Wyoming,
          thinking there is a train going one way, and a train
          going the other way, each at different and variable speeds:
          how many miles before something happens
          that feels like answers when we write them down--
like solid paragraphs full of transitional phrases
          and compound, complex sentences, the waiting space
          between things that ends either in pleasure or pain. He
          keeps showing up, dear boy, man now, and beautiful
like the northern forest, hardwoods iced over.

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I am SO FREAKIN' TIRED of coughing. I keep saying "by the end of the week..." but I'm only coughing, nothing else, no sinus pain or stuffy nose or sore throat beyond feeling raw from coughing and it's not in my chest, so I keep feeling like there is no point in going to the doctor, but any time I drink something hot or breathe too deeply in the woods -- which are currently full of excited chipmunks and squirrels, while the Halloween-bedecked neighbor's lawns had two bunnies and a frog today -- I start coughing uncontrollably. DO NOT LIKE. Also, I keep burning my tongue on the soup that's supposed to be curing me and I never want a eucalyptus cough drop again, but we're out of the honey ones.

Other news was good today. Adam texted me from school to tell me that he'd been invited to a reception for the National Merit commended students who had just been sent their certificates, plus he got into the National Arts Honor Society (he's already in the English and Chinese honor societies). Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. was meh (witty banter between two characters who have absolutely no chemistry falls very flat) and it was a bad idea to catch up on this week's better Sleepy Hollow right afterward (re: the Boston Tea Party, from the perspective of a participant in the raid: "You've coined a far more festive name for it"). The much-ballyhooed Whedon could take a lesson there in sisters doing it for themselves.

Annapolis has decorated chicken statues like the Baltimore crabs, the Harrisburg cows, the College Park turtles, etc.




















3 comments:

Gin G said...

What a great post! Creative art work in Annapolis. Troy, NY recently had Uncle Sam statues around town but before I could get over the, 3 of them had been decapitated! And 2 others vandalized. How sad. :( I hope your cough is better. It took awhile for mine to leave. Thanks for the chickens! Gin

Gin G said...

I forgot to say I loved the storefront and liked the poem.

Michelle Erica Green said...

That is horrible that people vandalized them! I think Baltimore had some issues with people embellishing their crabs but no one covered the recipes on the one with those or cut off parts.

This is a LONG cough -- I did not realize one could cough hard enough to get reflux which then causes more coughing. Who knew I needed an antacid for a cough!