By Donika Kelly
The tide pool crumples like a woman
into the smallest version of herself,
bleeding onto whatever touches her.
The ocean, I mean, not a woman, filled
with plastic lace, and closer to the vanishing
point, something brown breaks the surface—human,
maybe, a hand or foot or an island
of trash—but no, it’s just a garden of kelp.
A wild life.
This is a prayer like the sea
urchin is a prayer, like the sea
star is a prayer, like the otter and cucumber—
as if I know what prayer means.
I call this the difficulty of the non-believer,
or, put another way, waking, every morning, without a god.
How to understand, then, what deserves rescue
and what deserves to suffer.
Who.
Or should I say, what must
be sheltered and what abandoned.
Who.
I might ask you to imagine a young girl,
no older than ten but also no younger,
on a field trip to a rescue. Can you
see her? She is led to the gates that separate
the wounded sea lions from their home and the class.
How the girl wishes this measure of salvation for herself:
to claim her own barking voice, to revel
in her own scent and sleek brown body, her fingers
woven into the cyclone fence.
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Monday was cooler than Sunday but still pretty, with all the rain overnight and puffy clouds alternating with sunlight. I had a bunch of chores to do, primarily laundry, and a computer project on which I made some headway, but we took a nice walk in the afternoon and got to see eagles, mergansers, and lots of ducks.
We had yogurt bowls for lunch.
In addition to on-and-off baseball (the Orioles won, the Nationals and Mariners lost), we caught up on Watson -- enjoyable this week -- and Suits L.A. -- less interesting every week, they needed a better case and a better actress playing the opposing counsel. Now we're watching House for the first time in several days, also a kid episode.
At Golden Gardens, we saw a group of California sea lions rafting -- something we'd never heard of before, but apparently it's how they thermoregulate, with most of their bodies underwater, only flippers and tails and the occasional nose surfacing. There were also a couple porpoising further out, so it was an exciting day at the beach!

















































